I am in my most feral form when I am working in the studio. During those hours, I can forget human expectations and follow my natural instincts simply as a creature. The catharsis felt through creation has kept me alive the last several years as I’ve experienced an enormous amount of loss and hurt.
This exhibition is a collection of work I’ve made during this period of grief and healing, as I’ve been reinventing how I want to exist in the human form. “Feral” is about reconnecting to the creature within me without submitting to shallow ideas of how I’m supposed to act. I look to serpents for their embrace of solitude and natural demand for respect. I look to flowers for their endless contribution to the earth and critters, and their lack of resistance to their life cycle each season. I express this sentiment through sculptures, textile art, paintings, and drawings, many of which incorporating repurposed materials. Old sketchbooks, a wedding veil, fluff from wool rugs, and pieces of my first quilt are a few elements of the past that I’ve incorporated into some of these artworks.
Through this work, I hope to create more curiosity and acceptance around grief, sadness, and ferocity, rather than holding those feelings captive. By embodying this feral nature, I learned to advocate for myself, and found a deeper connection to the untamed creatures that live alongside us.
swallow me, corpse blossom
chicken wire, paperclay, spray paint, house paint, repurposed fabric, dryer lint, acrylic, glue
2.5’ x 6’ x 2.5’
2024
serpent’s solitude
piñon branch, chicken wire, paper clay, soft gel medium, spray paint, dryer lint, wool fuzz, acrylic, glue, repurposed fabric, interfacing
35” x 58.5” x 72”
2024
sometimes this body feels like a curse (2)
repurposed fabric, interfacing, acrylic on canvas, velcro
26” x 66”
2024
both heads like to bite
repurposed fabric, batting, grommets, velcro
11.5 ‘ x 3.5’
2024
resting place for a ferocious creature
acrylic on wooden panel, pen, paper, thread, upholstery fabric, silk
14” x 14”
2024
trash darling
acrylic on wooden panel, repurposed fabric
18” x 18”
2024
friend from a past life
repurposed fabric, interfacing, batting
20” x 36”
2023
a girl walks home alone at night
acrylic on unstretched canvas, silk, interfacing, repurposed fabric, grommets
24” x 42”
2022 / 2024
sometimes this body feels like a curse (1)
ink on Bristol paper, repurposed fabric, interfacing
8” x 10”
2024
this garden was never really mine
colored pencil and pen on Bristol paper
11” x 14”
2024
rotten apple dreams, a juicy secret treat
colored pencil and pen on Bristol paper
11” x 14”
2024